my friend matthew

Here it is, rock bottom:
Today is the first and last day that I'll wish I was never born. Tomorrow I'll wish that I never lived in Visalia, and By next Monday I'll just be wishing I never met the people I have. Not because I don't appreciate them, but because they constantly assume that I'm an asshole. The most straight thing I can state is that PEOPLE MISTAKE MY FELLOWSHIP FOR EVERYTHING THAT IT IS NOT. Thanks for trying to tolerate me, I appreciate the effort. To all friends of mine (who ever that may be), please know that I'll be as honest as possible with you always. If you ever have your doubts, please ask me.

At least I don't have to change the name of my website (yet) Matthew's still ok with me.