my friend matthew

It's like studying and taking all the notes you possibly could have, but getting an F on the test. I'm so frustrated right now. Don't build me up then act like I'm nothing. I can't even begin to express my frustration. There aren't words. I just really got my hopes up. I really focused on this goal, and now I can't obtain it. No one will ever understand what it's like to be alone and working so hard for what turns out to be nothing.