my friend matthew

The people that have the best days are the one's who don't realize how much people like me envy them. So today, I plan not to realize other people and how they may feel about each other, and in turn, I should have an awesome day.

"As we grow older, wisdom becomes our mistress" -unknown
That's so true! There's a time in everyone's life where you stop focusing on stupid stuff like drugs, sex, or partying and you begin to grow up. We used to look at those people like they were so cool because they went to parties and were popular. Now, I personally have realized that I have a head start on those people. I'm more intelligent and will be just that much more cognitive that them. When they finally figure out that none of that matters, it will take them just as long to recover from their drunken and drugged up lives to where they can function again. I know chronic drug users who aren't as "smart" or as "witty" as they used to be. It's no fun around them anymore. But worst of all, it's sad for me to think that I feel differently about someone because they screwed their brains up. I feel like that's me judging them... and it is me judging them compared to what they could be. What they used to be. It just sucks.