my friend matthew

So there's something about me that's different than other boys. I need to know how to flirt. It's killing me. I have this rare chance at something awesome but this is the first time that flirting's been required. I mean, I can talk and laugh about stuff, but when it comes down to poking and wrestling, Joshua turns into a scared little wuss. I think it's just branches off my habit of "not flirting" with every girl I see. But it's turned into something far worse. I hope I can either become more confident or get by without that skill. Well, we will see soon enough, won't we?