my friend matthew

1 is the loneliest number. I'm soooo lonely. The world is so busy while Joshua is so calm. I'm in stand-by mode, waiting for others to slow down. No one ever does though. I think people get a certain subconcious pleasure from having a busy schedule. I don't, I love those days you can just sit around with your friends and have no worries of time. No one's concerned about when they have to leave or go somewhere. When everyone REALLY focuses on the joy of being together. Those are rare times.