my friend matthew

I feel like I'm the only one alive in my family. None of them ever do anything different. They all stick to their boring schedules. I want to see my mom sit on her butt for a week straight and order me around. Or I want to see my dad all of a sudden build a tree fort. I want to be a little different day to day. I just want to come home to something unexpected and God knows I give them that all the time. I dunno, I'm praying for them.